My diary

by Mrs Reynolds- far from fixed   Aug 21, 2005


There is nothing to live for
I repeat to myself
It has gone what I adore
So I turn to my shelf

My loved one has took
His very own life
I reach for the book
Trying to ignore the knife

This is a diary in which I write
Trying to get over the death
Putting up this fight
Wishing to no longer have breath

But I knew he wouldn’t want this
"I want you to live"
He said while giving me his last kiss
He said he had nothing to give

Dear diary, I can no longer cope
I love him, he’s forever in my heart
But I have no friends, everyone thinks I’m a joke
Now I have no one, I need a new start

To the knife I stare
I feel a feeling of despair
I have took more than I can bear
And my heart, I can no longer repair

But I ignore that death is my desire
And I continue to write
Until I being to tire
For my time is not over tonight

*not a true story*

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  • 18 years ago

    by MizCrowley

    I love it... I heart you and your poems (feeling kinda happy today, lol)
    Its awsome

  • 18 years ago

    by Pure Silence

    Nice one! i really like the last stanza:) keep it up and coming, and thankyou very much for the comment it meant loads to me. *HUGS*

    Jenn

  • 18 years ago

    by Juls

    Wow very good poem! I love it so much emotion and good use of words
    Keep writing!
    Juls

  • 18 years ago

    by myxlittlexcut

    Nicely written
    i cant wait to read more

    thank you also for the wonderful comment you left for my poem

  • 18 years ago

    by BeautifulDisaster

    Aww hunn, this brought me to tears its very well done, you have some talent here keep it up my dear you can go far woot woot, awesome lubb you

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