Sea of depression

by BleedingAngel   Aug 21, 2005


I'm sailing alone in a deep sea
of depression and sadness
this hurting person isn't the real me
I've become a victim of my own mess

I failed to love you and myself
I failed my family more than twice
I wish that I could be some one else
that I wouldn't have to live this life

Now my only friend is my blade
it takes away my deep pain
I look at the scars I've made
and realize that I'm insane

I can't take this life anymore
I just want it all to end
can't be who I was before
Please,I really need a friend

I watch my wrists as they bleed
knowing that I am going to die
the cuts I have made are deep
and they hurts but I won't cry.....

*This is NOT one of my best, but I really had to get it out. My life is just so fu**ed up right now and I just can't take it...sorry*

Copyright 2005 - Sabrina Stelmach

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  • 18 years ago

    by mihara

    Its great..! i hope you feel better..! if you ever need a friend...im always here! ^^

  • 18 years ago

    by Hans Fausto

    Dont say its not of your best....your putting yourself down......rmmber the best things come from your heart not from the mind...:D

  • 18 years ago

    by ~â‚£ading |nspiration~

    You are a great girl, don't ever forget that, and we are all your friends, you will heal slowly, and until then, instead of waiting for people to make you happy, try putting a smile on their.

    For your information,
    You have put a smile :) on my face.
    Thanks for writing such a great poem.
    Hope to see more from you.

  • 18 years ago

    by Lenny

    If that isnt one of ur best i look forward to reading the rest! Nice poem

  • 18 years ago

    by M MEM

    Omg this is really good! i really like the last verse thing. 5/5

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