I'm Leaving in September (very sad)

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I’m leaving in September
No one can stop me now
Don’t try to hold me back
I’ll get past you somehow

Someone is waiting for me
Waiting on the other side
She’s been waiting for a year
Ever since she died

I’m closing my eyes in September
So I won’t feel the pain
After she left a year ago
Leaving me with nothing to gain

I’m missing her too much
And she misses me too
She’s been waiting for a while
With nothing to do

I’m not living through September
It’s impossible for me
Why would I want to stay
When I can set myself free

I’ll join Danielle again
Reunite on the other side
We’ll have our tales to tell
Of our own suicide

I’m cutting my wrists in September
I’m not eating anymore
I’ll take all the pills
Like Danny did before

I know you tried to keep me here
But I knew that I would win
The signs were there all along
Etched deep into my skin

I’m dead in September
Just like Danny died
And forever I’ll take with me
All the tears I’ve cried

I’m leaving in September
Danny’s waiting for me
I’m leaving this messed up body and mind
I’ve finally been set free

*I really don't want September to come. The thoughts of Danielle's suicide are going to haunt me. I just want to go back to her... R.I.P. Danny*

**FOR THE RECORD: I don't really plan on committing suicide. I've attempted suicide 4 times in the past year since Danielle died, and I never succeeded. Maybe I'm just not supposed to go just yet. Thanks to everyone who commented and left me advice... you all have helped in my decision of staying**

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