Ever since I was born, you were around,
Near my father is where you were found,
All the pain you caused through the years,
Has done nothing but bring many fears,
You have made me drift from my dad,
A father, son relationship will never be had,
The special moments we could have shared,
Are gone, cause he never cared,
Spending his nights drinking at the bar,
My hate for him, grew by far,
I wanted to tell him exactly how I was feeling,
But my thought on this I was concealing,
I couldn’t find the right words to say,
I thought about this everyday,
I feared alcohol would cause the death of my dad,
His drinking problem was getting bad,
Nothing I have said will change his mind,
This parasite is in his bloodline,
I know that he will never quit,
I am tired of putting up with this shit,
I only see one way out of this,
Saying goodbye forever, without a kiss,
Leaving my father is the only way,
To escape the pain he has caused me everyday,
Don’t try to keep me here,
Because now I lack the fear,
Maybe I will see you someday,
But who knows if I will say hey
