Dreamer- Part 1

I once told myself
The world would change
So I waited for that moment
And yet I still do

In this head
My thoughts are deep
Sometimes I cant even speak
My solemn wishes

I daydream
That those days will come
The ones that make life worth living
That one thing Ill never go through

Sometimes I stand like a statue
Alone, cold, and still
Thinking that itll arrive
That certain thing I strive for

I sit outside one day
In an open field
I look up at the sky
And I see a sign

Something tells me
This sign is real
Itll make it all better
And make this darkness disappear

So now I sit back
And start to think
About when itll happen
And when the light will come

One day I had a dream
That everything was perfect
That everything was right
And nothing was a lie

But in reality
Everyone just likes to lie in fear
Alone in there own closed minds
But itll be different

One day I know
That I wont have to look in a mirror
And think that the reflection
Is what I need to feel better

On certain days I try to believe
That whatever lies ahead
Isnt going to be the same thing
That I can see on any ordinary day

Sometimes I get so nervous
Trying to make it right
But one day I know itll happen
And Ill be over myself

Every time I see something wrong
I try to fix it but all I do is shatter it all
And I end up having to put
All the pieces together again

What is wrong with the world?
Everyone likes to be hurtful
And I always ask myself
What do you gain by that?

Why does being pain itself
Such a joy?
Is the world just sick of everything
Or sick of life?

But to them
There is no way to rest
Until everything is released
Until everything is finally at peace

So if that is why people are so hurtful
Then why was I even wondering
Its no secret
Because it stands out quite well