Answer this please

Do you some times ask yourself why
why you sit night after night and cry
Do you ever think that life isn't fair
that when you need some one, no ones there

Do you wonder how your life could be
if you didn't have to live your life in misery
Do you ever make yourself throw up
though you know you really wish to stop

Are you obsessed with the way you look
and cut out skinny models to place in a book
have you ever cut yourself with a blade
punishing yourself for mistakes you made

Did you ever had a wish of dying
to end it all and to stop the crying
have you ever loved some one so bad
that you forgave those times they mad you sad

Do you think your life is such a mess
that you answered all these questions with a yes
then you know what it is like to be me
to dedicate yourself to a life in misery

Copyright 2006 - Sabrina Stelmach