Today

I can't get out of bed today
I feel completely numb
I hate when I feel this way
I hate what I've become

I haven't eaten anything today
I can't eat when I am sad
I hate when the voices say
that I am way too fat

I haven't slept at all today
I can't sleep when I am crying
and while I cry I pray
that soon I will be dying

I just can't breathe today
it feels like I am choking
so now in my bed I lay
with a heart that's broken

I hate myself today
I just want to commit suicide
get rid of my pain this way
I don't want to hurt inside

This is my last day today
tomorrow I won't be here
I will be more than okay
death will stop my tear

I'll write my suicide note today
for all of you to read
and when I go away
my life will be complete

So I say goodbye today
to all of you that I love
remember that when you pray
I'll be watching from above

Copyright 2006 - Sabrina Stelmach