After/Before

When reality in itself has loosened
And you're choking on your last words
Your pulse begins to fade out
The deafening silence, all you can hear

Your wrists haven't stopped bleeding
Since you were left here during the night
Your skin is looking greyer now
As you lose the fight for your life

When life support is failing
And stomach pumping has left you weak
A bruised neck finally shows the world
The pain you didn't want them to see

Luvz n hugs to all. Me, xxx