Natalie

When i was younger, at you i was mad,
everything i wanted, it seemed you had.

You are intelligent, pretty and have lots of friends,
i am a failure who's life is filled with dead ends.

I hate the person i have now become,
i am proud of nothing i have ever done.

You on the hand have never failed,
while i was left behind you prevailed.

Now you know why i have not always been true,
its because dear sister I'm jealous of you.

written for my big sister Natalie, who i love more than life its self. i wrote this poem on how used to feel, and the reason we never used to be close!