Got to Get Away

I've got to get away from this place
Get away from all the pain
For every thing and every face
Holds a memory I contain
Of the two of us together
And now I am so weak
Without you here with me
Holding me as I speak

On the outside it's laughter
Giggles and grins
But on the inside I'm longing
To hold you again
They all tell me you're horrid
Worthless and cruel
But it was you who got me out of bed
And on my way to school

I thought I was your every thing
But I guess you changed your mind
I'm better off without you
I don't need the cocky kind!
But it doesn't stop the pain
or the tears from falling
Every time my phone rings
I pray it's you who's calling

I tell myself your not worth it
I don't need these lies and tears
But then again I've made it through them
And longed for you these past two years

It was about three weeks ago
When all my dreams came true
After all this time of waitin
I finally ment something to you
I didn't have to wait for you anymore
But it sure didn't last when the girl from your past
came back and you walked out the door

I don't know how this happened!
It just can not be true!
I miss you and I love you!
Baby you KNOW I do!