Inside the life i lead

I sit and wonder why my life is so
with so many deciet flowing around

my dad, the wonder man
he use to sing a lullaby that made the world envious now he stroks my hair with deciet

i want to wake to the fariy tale that had captured my imagination since a child

my life has turned into routhine that makes the day that lies ahead meaniless
guardian angel it ithought, a fools mind traped