Why Do Angels Always Have To Suffer

*dedication to Nada, I hope things will look forward to you in life*

I hear your words,
Written across the screen,
Carrying so much pain,
This is just another day.

You say you're alright,
That nothing matters anymore,
But when will you stop feeling pain,
When will you stop suffering?

For me, a human being on earth,
I have seen but little harm in this world,
Through my deception and cunningness,
I was always able to make my life fair.

But seeing you like this,
It tears my heart up,
Why is the world so unfair to you?
Why do you always have to suffer?

Why do you always take the blame?
Why doesn't anyone else but me see the truth?
That you have changed,
You have become a better person.

From universities to home,
Nothing but more shocking news to you,
Enough is enough,
Why do angels always have to suffer?

I never knew you bore so much pain,
Your heart turned to stone,
Is that what everyone wants?
Confusing what is right and wrong,
Is that what you truly deserve?

Blaming yourself for others failure,
Making yourself burdened with the slightest problem,
A protector by nature,
Why is the world unfair to you?

You see nothing but disasters about you,
Everywhere you go, you're faced with another hardship,
Life is so unfair to you,
Yet you try very hard to keep the smile up.

Finally two big blows,
Both of which you knew were coming,
The one you care for the most,
Just made your heart a rubble

The second one was a shock to me as well,
How dare he say those things he said?
You tell me "it hurts", what can I answer?
Of course it hurts, but please don't cry.

You say how much pain you have been feeling,
You're lost and tired, fed up of always being last.
You want to go back to the old days,
Better be feared than to be hurt.

But sister, please don't go back to her,
Please try one more time, to just be you now.
I know the world has never shown you a kind face,
Even those who seemed to care for you, alas, have betrayed you as well

Sister, I know I'm not the perfect guy,
And I know I helped in burdening you too,
But I still wonder why? Why do you always suffer?
Why can't things just turn out right for you for once?

Your precious tears
Tear up my heart,
You were always there for me,
Why can't I be there for you?

*the story continues with each update*