Questions Left Unanswered

What is happiness?
I have never felt that thing
Depression is all I know
Happiness is one thing that will never bring

Why can't I smile from the inside?
My feelings have been masked for so long
I just want to be happy
To finally make a happy song

Where is my heart?
I can no longer feel it inside
I feel so numb
From everything I've tried

Who is God?
And why isn't he here with me?
He is supposed to love me
And set me free

Why are these questions unanswered?
I want answers so bad
I need to know these things
So I can no longer be sad

© 2006 Brandy June Dorr