Every Night My Soul Whispers

My heart can take the pain
But I'm still here thinking why
I laugh under the rain
And in the sunlight I just cry

And as the clock is ticking
I am racing against time
But still I am here wondering
What really kills my mind

I have a burning desire
As these tears stain my face
It would take no effort for me to run
To finally leave this place

My heart can take the pain
But my mind can't face the truth
And I am so fed up with crying
And with my soul becoming bruised

I'm sick of all these poems
Another one written; another day
Yet my pen still jots down everything...
That same shit since yesterday

I find myself with many questions
What is it, what do I need
And every night my soul whispers back:
I'm tired...I want to leave.