Severly hurt

I will never forget that night
Your arms, held mine so tight
Did it please you to be hurting me
Or did you just want to see me fight

We started out talking, you were so nice
You bought me alcohol and said " pour it up"
I sat on the bed, and you sat on the couch
You slowly got up, and got on top of me

I was a little drunk
You were Really drunk
You knew what your intension's were the whole time
Why did you think you could do this to me

You took my hand and held it tight
You set my alcohol on the ground
Everyone went outside
There was no body around

You pulled my shirt up and held me down
You said " Come on baby, it's time for a thrill"
I tried to get up, I tried to talk
But, all you wanted me to do was moan

You got my pants and threw them on the floor
You took my hair down, and pushed it to the side
You saw the fear in my eyes
But, your words were just lies

You brought so much pain to me
The bruises, will always tell
But, i want to thank you
If it weren't for you, I would never rebel

The things you did, made me see alot
Because of it I will no longer respect me
You ruined my spirit
You made me see, that's all I'm worth

Did you want me to remember you
Is that what this was all about
Did you want me to hate you
Because, i do without a doubt

This is really long, and doesnt really flow..but it had to be said