What if

As, the days go on i get more scared
What if i wake up tomorrow and your not there
Will you be in heaven, or in hell
Will you know, i truly did care

What would I do what would I say
What would be the story of the dead body that lay
What could I do when you are gone
Too many thoughts drive me to wrong.

You became a big part of me
You showed me, how to live for me
But, if you were gone, would i live or die
The answer, will soon arise

I pray to God before I lay to sleep
My heart and soul he dearly keeps
Or is it a lie the devil has brought
The struggle of life the lessons it's taught.

The greatest things, never last
The saddest things, we will forever mourn
Why is it we will always remember
Why is it we wont ever forget our past

The things that tear us shred from shred
Stay kept deep inside within our heads
The heart it tore the flame it set
Too many hurtful things to just forget.

When the wind blew that night, i felt your hands
When the night got cold, and the rain came down
Your soul poured upon me
Your touch was so far abound

The rain that poured it wet my face
Left my family tree disgraced
Will I give up will I use this gun
To pull this trigger let it be done.

The right to take my life, is mine
The pain you have will always rise
The night, i try to stop my cries
Will be the night, i pull out the nine

The blood that my body shall lay
Will be the time the final day
Wished upon myself that I tried to hide
Love and compassion for my suicide

This poem is done by me and Jordan!!! =)