My Death Wish

These dreams
they do something to me
that no one else can
they take me away
to somewhere I've never been
they make me believe
that I can start over
& allow my new life to begin

It's like I wasnt supposed to be here
& I was meant to be in this dream
where Im happy & free
its a feeling thats hard to desribe
the feeling that you can just be!

There's no more worrying
& no more tears
the horrible memories
& deadly thoughts
no longer cross my mind
when I'm with the others
in my neverending dream
I feel like I'm their kind

Maybe it was too good to be true
as a wave crashes down upon me
I can't catch my breath
this is it I guess
I'm finally meeting death
but don't worry I got what I wanted
there's finally some peace in my eyes
cause all along I truly wanted to die

My worst fear was drowning
but I wanted to die in my sleep
I guess things evened out for me
cause this was my destiny
where I was supposed to be all along
it's what I've been searching for
it's where I belong..