Poison

Every time my heart beats
The poison flows through me
No matter what I do
I cannot be set free

It controls me
Tells me what to do
I must get it out
its worse then the flu

I find the blade
and lock the bathroom door
For I don't want anyone to see
My laying on the floor.

I have one last chance
to find another way
But there isn't
I'm not waiting one more day

The knife feels so cold
as it rests on my arm
It slices deep
The ultimate self harm

Finally the poison is out
as it spills from me
I realize my mistake
If only I'd let it be

For it is not poison
Only my life
Draining from me
All 'cause of the knife.