The Girl I Hate

Blue eyes
Hiding the tears
So many lies
And horrible memories

A big smile
Disguising the pain
All the heartache
And rejection

Band-Aids and bangles
Beneath them
Horizontal, diagonal
And vertical gaping cuts

Black nail polish
Expressing the mood
Forever in
Depressed, sad and lonely

Thick black eyeliner
Make - up piled on
Hiding behind it all
Is the girl I hate...ME