Me and my dad

Dad and me as happy as can be
While he beating me for not being perfect
Throwing me into a wall yelling at me as I fall
Punching my face
Telling me I am a disgrace
As the blood falls to the ground with me
Not making a sound
Cause if I talk it will make it worse
Being here is like a curse
Going to bed wandering what I did to deserve
And if I am worth anything at all
In my dreams I try to stand tall
But never make it
Just keep remembering
What happens as I fly to a wall
Want to take a leap
Get away from all this
And creep
Down the stairs
Going no where
Jumping through a window
Hoping that I will fly with the wind that blows
Fly over the groove
And not end up with my face pressed against a stove
Me and my dad happily together
Not going any where
Turning down this road
Hoping my dad doesn’t explode
Watching the lights on the side pass by
Wishing to get to them and escape
From all this that causes me so much pain
Sometimes I think it is like a game to him
To see how much of me he can take away
Throw it in a can and set it in the sea
While watching the breeze help it take its leave
Me and my dad never happy he is always angry
and I am always sad