OveR?

Feeling so scared and lonely
As I sit and remember the good times
Dreaming on the 'if only'
I fiddle with my heart chimes
I stare into the empty room
Wishing that you were here with me,
I feel my eyes stress with gloom
As I wish that me you would see.

Never did I think that my heart would break
If I had you by my side
You were the one that could soothe my ache
You were the on who ease my stride
I loved you so dearly, with all my heart
But that didn't stop you,
You still managed to rip me apart
And drown hopes that to me were new!

I wanted to be your special girl,
The one you loved and cared for,
When we kissed my head took a swirl
But there was nothing more
For you that kiss was just a kiss
But to me I meant a great deal!
You showered me in such romantic bliss
The feeling was quite surreal.

But you threw it away,
And now we are over
You are no longer here to stay
You shredded my four leaf clover
Your gone, when you said you would stay
Just left me...feeling cold as rain
I still hope that we can be together someday
And be happy...again!