I just had to

It just hurt and killed me, everyday for long time
The way I felt about her, she never felt the same rhyme
My love for her was in the sky mine was in the air
way to far apart, thats why it just hurt me didn't seem fair

To know the Love you have for her, you never got back
Just stabbed and twisted my heart made it turn black
Heart ripping and taring, leaving pieces on this floor
Crawling and Crawling trying to be free and reach the door

I just had to end it, I couldn't take all the things that I knew
Soon after awhile she never meant it when she said "I love you"
just Hurt so bad that it left a wide bid open whole
Where I was just released so now i have no soul

My soul is with her, Where it always will be
cause though I left her, I still love you see
I Just had to do it, cause It was the right thing to do
Cause though she loved me, It wasn't how I felt, not really true

What I had was a true, and forever it shall always be
cause in my eyes, shes still the perfect girl that stands for me
Deep down I knew she started wanting to break up with me
Cause I began to see her get Dull with me and not take me seriously

but its still all the same, shes constantly still in my mind
Still the beautiful Girl I know, that no man can just find..one of a kind
I just had to end it, For the sake of us both, right down to our heart
But i will still admit, thought i had to do it, it hurts that we're apart