Angry soul

Why am I always so angry?
Why do I always want to fight?
Everything always makes me so mad
I try so hard to control it
but my efforts always blow up in my face.

I blow up when I shouldn't
and hurt the one's I love
I cover all the pain with anger
and never show how I really feel.

If I'm angry all of the time
then no one ever touches me
and if no one ever touches me
then I can never bring them pain
and as long as no one tries
to get through my defense's
then they will never see who I am.

They will never know that I'm fragile
soft hearted and easy to break.
Please don't try to break through my walls
they're there for everyone's sake.