Perfect?

What is a true friend
Is it one who will stand by you
One who will fight for you
Someone you can talk to
Maybe one you can trust
Or is a real true friend all of these
Can they really be perfect?

Day after day you hear people say
There is no such thing as perfect
How do these people know of this
Why cant perfect be different
And if so anyone can be perfect
Providing they find their perfect person
I have a perfect true friend
In fact I have a few
My true friends are perfect
And in my eyes they always will be
Through thick and thin we will remain

But you see my perfect is different
Its one know one understands
For in my heart lies a secret
That ruins the minds of good people
That tears out the innocence in angel
My secret will kill the god of goodness
So dark and painful as it twists and turns
It will break a hole in your heart
Just like it did to me

My perfect is different ...
No one will ever understand
My perfect is different ...
Because it made me who I am
My perfect if different ...
As it means they can not go
My perfect is different ...
Because it means they rest in my soul!
My perfect is different ...
Because it means they are in my power
My perfect is different ...
Because it means i am in control
My perfect id different ...
As their bodies are no longer whole
My perfect is different ...
Because Death is unexpected