X Hate?

Harder to hold onto
As you drift away
Vision
Blurring
My colour's red to grey

Harder to keep winning
When the race is won
Hearing
Fading
My voice loads the gun

Harder to stay smiling
You release your grip
Mind keeps
Losing
Bitter speech upon my lip

Easy to say goodbye
Use not love but hate
Anger
Building
Tears swell, but it's too late