What happened

Two sides of my heart are pulling separate ways,
causing crack right down the center,
when we talk,
i know there is no boy sweeter,
i feel the ground beneath my feat,
the wind in my face,
your picking my every tear up,
with flying beauty grace,

but something makes me feel not wanted,
like i am intruding your life,
and it hurts me so much,
it causes great strife,
i am not strong enough to hold on,
but yet I'm not weak enough to let go,
but how can you keep someone to stay,
when they really want to go,

rain towers over my happiness,
making a pool of my sorrows,
i can't swim in deep water,
why am i always the target of cupids love arrows,
my smile disappears,
tears from in my eyes,
why does it feel,
like everything that comes out of your mouth is lies,

I'm alone with out you,
but when I'm with you I'm alone,
because when I'm with you,
it seems every thing turns cold,
you say that you need me,
and that i make your heart beat,
it feels like saying leave me alone,
every time we greet,

we used to be to close,
now i feel so far apart,
and now a crack runs through,
this hurt and weak heart,
what happened to us,
what's wrong with you,
what happened to the friendship,
that used to be pure and true,

now my wings are gone,
halo as well,
hurt runs through my veins,
I'm living in a hell,
why do i feel like this,
my whole world has darkened,
i have one question.....
what happened???????????

by,Denysia Chapman-Madden