Here or on the Ground

Thoughout all this
I've never said that
She is solely pain
Or just a pain in the ass
I'm tired of all of you
Saying all this stuff
Like, I just don't forgive
I've had damn enough
Maybe I should back down
Or maybe I should not
Sometimes it's worth fixing
Others should just rot
I never thought that I
Would come to this edge
But this is a large cliff
And we're up on a ledge
One more move could
Send us all falling down
The question is now
Is it better here or on the ground?