My Pain...

My heart is falling apart piece by piece,
I've caught a a sickness, a plague, a disease...

How can I stop this unbearable agony?
How do i cease this horrible pain?
It's as if it's eating me whole and the
hurt inside me a can no longer sustain...

I'm silent as thoughts start
to go through my mind,
Thoughts of doing things that
I shouldn't be thinking of,
But I'm hurting as I wonder
when my prayer will be
answered from up above...

This plague has darkened my heart
and is now starting to make my body
suffer and ache,
It's taking me over and I don't know
how much longer if this I can take...

I cry and I cry releasing as much
hurt and pain I have kept inside,
I cry alone in silence but still
the pain wont subside...

So for now I'll just pretend I'm happy
and be filled with glee,
but this burden of pain I have will
soon have all of me...