Do you still think you know me?

Theres a small space in my heart left for loving.
Theres a small space in my mind left for dreaming.
You think i have a happy life.
How about a happy hell, is that close enough?

Hide the pain with a smile.
Cure the pain with alcohol.
Night after night i drink till i cant drink anymore.

Family Broken Apart.
Not the lovey dovey type family.
But the i hate you and die type.
A father who i never knew.
A father who i never want to know.

Your best friends become your enemys
and your enemys your best friends.
Been hurt in the past so i try not to love.

They say laughter heals and is good for the heart.
But what if you never laugh?
The rain beats on the ground.
Just like the tears fall from my face to the floor.

The drugs,the alcohol,the cutting.
Makes it all better.
Turns the sad into Happy.