An eternal Week

I pretend like my life is easy
but if you look in my eyes
you'll know my soul is screaming
its silent cries

my life is one big cover up
for what I'm feeling
I'm in my room in an awakened coma
staring at my ceiling

my thoughts are guarded behind
my frozen solid soul
it used to be warm
when me and you were a whole

but that was a long time ago
back when this mind used to speak
it feels like an eternity
but its only been a week