Who I pretend To Be

I may pretend to be this happy girl
Who lives in this happy world.
But that is not me
I may sometimes be happy
But mostly I’m not
My stomach is in a knot
I do not understand what I do anymore
From my tears
Hate will always pour
I can’t deal with this any longer
The girl inside needs to get stronger
So I need to let her out
Inside of moping around and pouting
It is time to face the facts
I need to find another way to act
But how will I do that?