Who I Have Became

Sitting in the silence
With thoughts running wild
I find myself looking back
To when i was just a child

I was just a little girl
With not too many friends
Sitting with a broken heart
Wondering if it would all eventually make amends

Crying each and every night
Wondering why god had chosen me
What was he trying to do
What was it he wanted me too see?

Everyday i found myself
Crying myself to sleep
Wondering what i did so wrong
Wondering why my pain was so deep

Now that I'm much older
I sit and wonder why everything is still the same
For i still feel that I'm the same little girl
And everything from my past has made me the girl i have became!