Gone.....

Feeling so blue when my eyes not on you
Wishing one day you would come though
Hope my wish comes true
Pictures of you is not enough
I'm dying for your touch
This pain is too much
Too overwhelming to bear
Not seeing you ever again is my fear
Everyday is a nightmare
My feelings turn into tears
It's so weird without you here
Can't get out of my room, cause I'm too scared
To face to fact that you're gone
Miss the way you kept me warm
Now my nights feel like hell
Sorry for not picking you up when you fell
Don't even know if that's the reason
I know that people change though seasons
But that's no reason to leave somebody alone
Dying each day in this empty home
No one can take my love for u away
Always thinking of you as I lay
Razor near me just in case
My hearts feel like a shoelace
Tighten and twisted
I feel like a week old apple, all moldy and rotten
If you had a sign that you were leaving, I must of miss it
I hate feeling lost and forgotten
Don't know if I should forget or to remember
Its sucks when its December
Snow don't helps the pain, it makes it worst
The mess up part about it, that you was my first
My one and only, in actual terms
Knowing that I have no choose but wait
I let it burn
Its already seems like it's too late

Theres one thing I learn
You don't what you got till its gone.......