I'm scared of being loved or else i may start to...
when you decide to go, if it's me you cannot keep...

I have decided to leave the world,
Because my heart is full of pain...

Choking on my tears and thinking of what you said,
sobbing on my pillows whilst I'm laying on my bed...

Do you ever feel ignored and completely on your...
gone into your little world and no-ones even...

I'm coming from here to the other side,
I really can't wait, with you i don't hide...

She tore my heart to pieces today,
only cos she couldn't get her way...

This is my bedroom,
My own four walls...

The first day I ever met you we got on right away,
I knew that you were special in every single way...

I keep it locked away with a golden key,
my biggest ever secret, known to you and me...

Oh I'm in trouble,
in really deep...

Just a poem I wrote to myself about a friend....
Save her from his grip...

I miss you more than words can say,
I think of you each single day...