I feel it burning up inside
my screams of pain I can't disguise...

Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the one I won't...

The pain is overwhelming
My feelings never showing...

I'm at the point again I need to release the flow
I shouldn't do it but I just can't say no...

She walked along the shadows
full of brokenness and dispare...

You ask me to trust you but you don't understand...
I run and hide no matter what...

Just Do it,
I tolerate you stupidity...

I look to the sky, I see you fly by
So beautiful and free, as happy as can be...

My scars are healed but no one knows
all the pain that no longer shows...

(this is a note a slipped into my soon to be BFs...
I don't know your story...

Every now and then
I think back to the days...

Confused
Denying the tears...