In the beginning
it was all just great fun...

I wish i had a black ribbon
to tie up in my hair...

I want to bleed.
bleed out all the sadness...

So this is it.
you cant bring yourself...

I'm glad that you're happy
I'm glad that you've found comfort...

Thank you for being the light that I
can count on day through day...

Shh.
listen to the whisper...

There's a knot in my stomach
and it wont go away...

She told me she talked to you.
she told me you said you'd call...

You are love.
thats it...

This is one of those times
when i can't spill my heart onto paper...

How much longer?
I'm counting the days...