I met a homeless man today,
Who taught me how to feel...

Ive been holding on.
Holding on for so long...

Flooded with desire.
Although her father forbid...

Familiar tears fall.
From a face thats no longer free...

I don't know what to say.
To explain how I feel...

I think im sick.
And it wont go away...

A never ending night.
Of persistent dreaming...

To my new love.
Who I have yet to meet...

I don't know how many times of said this.
But Ive never felt like this before...

I just want to say im sorry.
That I didnt grow up as you had planned...

The light in my life has faded,
And I am lost at sea...

Silently screaming through-out each night.
No longer wanting to live...