I just want to say im sorry.
That I didnt grow up as you had planned...

The light in my life has faded,
And I am lost at sea...

One perception.
After another...

Why does she do this to me?
Shred my heart into pieces and make it so thin...

Silently screaming through-out each night.
No longer wanting to live...

Insanity runs in the blood.
Like a silver bullet...

Lying in my bed.
Hoping you'll call...

Remember when...
We first met...

Everyone always thinks.
It will never happen to them...

Where are you?
Dont you know im here...

I live in my reality.
And I dont want to be here anymore...

What is true love.
And Why do we desire it so...