The numbness has taken over,
I think I’ve lost control,
Of my love, life and forever eternal soul.

I don’t know what to do,
No clue where to go,
In this so called life,
My living hellhole.

Where did it go wrong?
But where did it go right?
I'm losing this battle, my never ending fight.

I just want to scream,
At the top of my lungs.
Scream for all the pain,
Troubles, worries and burning hate
But nothing seems to relate,
To the pain I feel ,
All too damn fcuking real.

I try so hard to hold on to my dreams and hopes,
Endlessly trying and failing,
And I can’t seem to cope.

So I suck it all in and pray,
Just pray…
That my day will come,
And I will be in peace,
In rest…
In silence,
In death.