Confessions of an eating disorder
one purge, two hurl, three throw up...

I cannot move my hand to day.. its very hard to...
As last night i did it again... i wanted to end my...

I always feel preesured.. even though I should not...
I cant help but return to the razor.... i have got...

Sometimes i count the hours until I'm free
Until i can be gone from my destiny...

It hit me like his fist to your face
I'm all alone in this big nasty place...

I don't know if this is me and if I'm truly alive
As the smile on my face.. is only there for the...

The people in my life i hold so dear
Their lives so f/uked up full with fear...

Drunken mistakes line this life
I tried to warn her but she took no notice of this...

*Not very Gd just... General rambling bout the...
I feel so dirty.. i feel like a wh/ore i just...

Carry on this painful path
All the short cuts are marked...

I'll tell you a story... one misunderstood
Of a girl that was in trouble.. coping the best...

Can you feel my heart pace
Through the white sheet...