Stop demanding excellence
Stop sucking the life from me...

Death is change
so you change...

Drowning in a sea of whiteness
darkness clouds my mind...

I wrote this a while back and just found it again...
Dying Friendship...

What's going on now?
this is kind of crap...

I stand here on the edge,
feeling unwanted, left out...

It's meant to be
I can't escape...

Darling, baby, I MISS YOU
and I'm sorry...

My eyes burn
from too many tears...

This feeling is horrible
I can't accept it...

You see her everyday there with her glistening...
never thinking they could shine from tears cried...

You loved me once
then I broke your heart...