Nothin' in my life succeeds
that reflects in all my deeds...

I look at this picture
This beautiful face...

She's lying there in bed
scars painting her head...

The hurt so deep
I'm shedding a tear...

You're the reason for all of my fears
I drown in this ocean filled up with my tears...

You're adored
I'm feeling numb...

Waking with a smile
didn't happen for a while...

Never been kissed
never been loved...

I'll sleep forever very soon
I can't await the final end...

I've got a picture in my head
looking back and I am sad...

Put your life in god's hand
look and see how this will end...

I know there are people
who will laugh about these lines...