Believing is so new to me,
how I relied on one man's...

I've made these problems for myself, haven't I?
Sometimes I think those who smoke are beautiful...

Feeling selfish for taking advantage of time.
Every chance I get, I plot silently with the...

On a prolific day
I become distracted...

Teardrops fall quickly, ending the masquerade
Buried 'neath brandy too strong to soothe my...

I want to give my life for You,
every little thing I can offer up...

All these things I can't release
onto you...

I sing a breath unto morning's mist
a miracle fresh, a wish I have kissed...

Let raindrops soak our heads
Quenching thirst of all we've said...

The library door is creaked open, for you.
I don't want the worry of, "is she having bad...

I never wanted much, I never do.
I barely ask for anything at 24 years old...

[trigger/content warning]
Waking up suicidal...