My walls are being rebuilt tonight,
I'm constructing them as we speak...

Mutilated wrists from the power of blade,
suicide failure in gratitude of Christ's aid...

I fell into my solitaire confinement
escaping the world's definite trials...

Counting every tear that
falls from my bathetic eyes...

Things that belong to yesterday
are a fading memory of time...

"Lonely within my infinite tears
of numerous, scattered shards...

Everytime I'm Crying
Buried In Self-Doubt...

Can I tell you a secret
--one that no one knows...

Losing Strength,
Mind Blown...

I lived the life in ultimate fear
commitment of reality...

Drowning Myself In A Sea Of Depression,
Oceans of Self - Doubt With A Misguided...

Disfigured Bodies
Lying In Puddles Of Red...