I remember when I was a child, and was always afraid of dieing and losing what I had...now all I can do is look at what I don't have, and wish I where dead!

I know that everything has to die but why does my heart have to be first?

Music turned up loud and zoned out of reality makes the pain seem so much less...but when the knifes laid down and the musics gone your all thats in my head.

Why is it so hard to forget you?

Well.shes.not.bleeding.on.the.bathroom.floor.
just.for.[attention].

I wish i could run away forever and not turn back..why.. because..at least i would have a lifee. running and running and running away.

One more day that I live is just one more day that I die.

I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground,
Like you...

Woulden't it be grand if you took a pistol by the hand
and woulden't it be great if,we,were dead

the , r cuz thats how it sounds in the song it pauses

I thought it said in every tick
I am so sick, so sick, so sick,
Oh death come quick, come quick, come quick

&& Your Killing Me Slowly* [ Im D y i n g Of HeartBreak ]