Death is tragic but a lesson, now what have I learned?

Its to late now.
no truning back for me.
its been so lonngg.
and now i finally see.
so i hope you live well.
somthing i was never able to do.
So i might as well write now goodbye to you.

Death will outlive us all

I'm starin' down the barrel of a .45!

People who are suicidal don't really want to die. They want the pain to end.

Boy: what's the worst feeling in the world?
Girl: being in love with someone who feels the same way...
just not about you.

Hope is nothing but the sands in a never-ending hourglass, forever falling through our fingers.

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt ((much more))
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

lyrics by Linkin Park, but exactly how I feel.

I think how Im hated
By many not some
With this knife to my wrist
It makes me feel numb

(from my poem, "You love me no more")

My shallow breath is failing
But I’ll try to make a sound
I whisper in you ear so close
‘I tried to make you proud’