I committed suicide and now know why it's a sin. . .it was the first peaceful thing I've ever felt in a very long time.

This is just a dream..
dropping to your knees, scream.. cry..
hes not comming back.

RIP
Nick

As she lays in her hospital bed wishing to die,
Im there with her holding her hand. i wait till she shuts her eyes. I do as she wishes, turn off her machine.
walk away trying so hard not to cry.

I guess I'll never know
How much pain you didn't show
You kept it locked up inside
You always chose to hide
Until it was too late

Cutting and Bleeding,
Is my heart still beating?
Depressed and sad,
Why are you so mad?
Is it because im dead,
is it because you never got a chance to say i love you?
 

"It's kinda funny, it's kinda sad. The dreams in which I die is the best I've ever had!"

She was the worlds mistake
her eyes they died her smiles fake
her wrist they bleed her heart is broken
she has secrets that are unspoken
no one knows and no one cares
no one wants her shes just there

One dies of thirst just when the palm trees have appeared in the horizon.

Your something larger than life .
something i could never give up .
your the one .
the one i forgive day after day .

//~*~ A million words won't bring you back i kno because I`ve tried ~*~ Neither will a million tears I know because I`ve cried ~*~\\