If you fantasize about your funeral, I understand, I've been there before. If there's more importance in the music played than who'd attend, we are the same. With heads to the ground, as I'm lowered down, there will be a chorus: an overwhelming sound.

Does anyone have a gun i can borrow?
i promise you can have it back,
after i pull the trigger

Im sorry for all the hurt ive caused,
but now my life is paused.
I can't keep living like this,
so now its time for the blades last kiss.
It dances across my throat
like that of a boat
across the lake.
No longer do i have to fake.

I couldnt cutt myself today.
So instead I burned my flesh away.

I'll live those I've lost along the way

If death is the ultimate finale then is there such thing as a happy ending?

Why finish wen u kno ur gonna fail i ended it quickly so i cnt fail ps i hate failing

Tho shall not die but have everlasting life

I'll give one last look to the light, for soon my casket will close and darkness will incase me for eternity.

The priest says as long as you both shall live?
but you said forever you knew you would leave me but you let me know youd always care <3