Have you ever wanted to die
just too see
who would come too your funeral

You took my heart tore it in two one pice 4 me one pice 4 you
you watched me bleed and saw my scars and all you did was laught.
i rose from the dead and walked down your hall i wrote your name with all the blood that poored from my wrists.

I wish i was DIEING
I am sick of all the LIEING
I cant stop the CRYING
And now im done TRYING

-sam

You promised me you'd never go.
But now I find myself here, standing all alone.
I wish you never left.
I wish you never broke your promise.
Now I sit at your grave.
Praying God with reunite us once more.

&& I'm not good at -*suicide*-

Death isnt a punishment its fate

"In that cartoon world of blue and red
Purple is banned, and never seen
Each held by all in equal respect
Competing for the right as colour queen"

From my poem "Purple Angels In The Sky"

Suicide is the most sincere form of self-criticism.

Say goodbye to the vows you take, say goodbye to the life you make, and say goodbye to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank

I'm not going to watch myself die...
Like you did that fateful night.