I picked up the gun and put it to my head.i whisperd i love you pull the trigger im dead.

Place a gun to my head
and let me spill the thoughts i had about you
that I never said

Dear Dad

you were my life but, now you are gone.
I love you daddy,
& miss u with all my heart,
sometimes I wish you were here but, others I don't because you aren't suffering anymore.

I love you daddy with all my heart

I want to live, but wish to die

Every direction was scanned. Every angle inspected. She searched for life but all she found was death.

What have i become?
What did i do to deserve this ?
How could i let me self go this far
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Just kill me im hopeless

One little cut and I won't have to feel anymore. I'll be free of this. I won't want to cry and I won't want to die because I'll be dead. I won't have to worry about all of this and I'll be okay, for good.

The glass felt cold, dead, like he wanted to be.

I'd die again without you.

I lay here wondering
why am I here?what is the point?
All i seem to ever go through is heart ache and greif!! What am i doing here why am i still alive!!!!
I thinking about the same thoughts every nite!!!Ive had it i cant take the pain anymore!!!